wierd..
I’ve been thinking of the summer of 2007 a lot over the last couple of days. I’m not sure why, but it’s bittersweet. I think of all the ups & downs. The mistakes. The friends lost and gained. There’s so much I wish I could take back and do over. I think about how things would be had I done things differently. It’s not regret that I feel. Just wonder. I think about EVERYTHING that happened and how at the time I felt like my life was over, that things would never be normal again and how it felt like time just stopped sometimes…but it didn’t. Life went on. As hard as it was, it went on. I grew. As did everyone around me. I can’t believe that the days I thought would never end did end. Like every other good, bad or in between thing does. I miss those days sometimes. Then I take a look at my life now and as tough as it is to be “grown up” sometimes, I love it. I couldn’t ask for a better life right now. I’m so blessed.
