I’m sitting here with thousands of thoughts racing through my mind and I’m not sure where to start letting them all out. I’m so confused about where my life is going. I have this undeniable fear of being alone. I’m terrified of it. I don’t want to wake up one day and realize my life has passed me by. I don’t want to settle for anything less than what I deserve. I don’t want to keep paying for my mistakes. I don’t know what to do with this, what to make of it. I wish life had an easy way out of everything that would still lead us to where we want to be. Life is so frustrating, sometimes.