October 2009
22 posts
Can I just say...
looking down and seeing a spider the size of a silver dollar crawling on your hand is NOT cool. Very scary. Especially when you’re watching a scary movie, it totally sykes you out. However, waking my fiance up and hearing how calmly he said “Are you fucking serious?” was kinda funny. Gotta love that guy.
Just when you think it can't get any worse...
…it does.
okay seriously..
My neighbors base from their music or surround sound is getting really irritating. Must they bump it ALL THE TIME?
Today, one of those days where nothing is good enough for anyone. One of those days, deemed perfect for running away and hiding out. For falling in love all over again. For writing songs and making music. For holding hands and laughing out loud. Today, I wish I had that to share with someone.
"...I said to myself we all lost touch..."
It's all falling apart around me...
…and it seems like there’s nothing I can do. I’m so stressed over everything. My dog is sick and has been throwing up a lot the past couple days and the other has cancer and only has a few more days to live. Money is scarce right now, and expenses are abundant. I ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me. Now I’m kinda stuck feeling like sh*t. Can’t help it....
I’m sitting here with thousands of thoughts racing through my mind and I’m not sure where to start letting them all out. I’m so confused about where my life is going. I have this undeniable fear of being alone. I’m terrified of it. I don’t want to wake up one day and realize my life has passed me by. I don’t want to settle for anything less than what I deserve....
i jump..
from one heartache to another.
I really wish you’d see what you have and appreciate what you’ve got before it’s gone, my life could end at ANY given moment and you’d feel awful for the way you treated me and you’d never be able to get the time you had with me back. You’d never be able to apologize and make it right.
You’ve made me cry for the last time, now I have to dry my eyes and move forward the best that I can.
“was this over before, before it ever began?”
– Feel Good Drag
-Anberlin
This song is so under rated. This is when Fall Out...
hmmm...
I’m trying to avoid it, but somehow I can’t ignore it. This is real. This is life. This is happening.
My eyes hurt from crying. It sucks feeling this way and having no one to share your sorrow. Feeling like everyone is your enemy. Having the feeling of everything falling apart around you and nothing you do or say will put it back together. It all turns out okay in the end, but everything leading up to that point hurts like hell.
I wear my scars with pride. They keep me humble. They remind me of my roots.
life is too short to stay pissed off and hold grudges. instead, hold the ones you love close and never let them go. because nothing lasts forever. love like you’ve never been hurt. smile like you’ve never cried. sieze the day. don’t be scared to run through sprinklers or swing on swings. act your shoe size not your age! every now and then it’s ok to forgive & forget...
DEATH
death seems to be the big thing on everyones mind these days, it’s like everywhere i look, people are dying, and not just grandparents and elders, but friends, cousins, brothers, sisters, husbands, wives. young people. it’s scary & depressing, hard to understand. something you can’t escape.
life is too short to spend it being mad and holding grudges, finding ways to bring...