January 2012
4 posts
I keep trying to escape...
…but every exit looks like this…
We are a new generation of pirates...
Don’t let the government censor us by limiting what we do online. If this passes one could face up to 5 years in a federal prison for simply STREAMING something. Our favorite websites like Facebook & Twitter and even Etsy and Flickr could be affected. In 1998 the DMCA includes the Online Copyright Infringement Liability Limitation act, which protects websites that host any kind of user...
2012
My first post of the new year and there is already so much to say. Let me start by reflecting on the last year of my life and saying, “WOW…”, A year ago I was just finding out I was pregnant, 11 months ago I was just finding out I was pregnant with twins, 9 months ago I was just finding out I was having boys 7 months ago I was saying “I Do” and 5 months ago I was just...
December 2011
1 post
F*ck Christmas…enough said.
November 2011
1 post
I am entirely unsure what to think. What to make of this. How to bring it up. Somethings are better left unknown, when you want to imagine you have always been the only one…there are things we wish to un-see, to un-hear, to un-know…but we can’t. These things are embedded in our minds, burning their way deeper and deeper until it makes us crazy. I’m entirely unsure what to...
July 2011
3 posts
Smile like you mean it...
Put on your happy face and just go with it, even when you aren’t really feeling it…
I make myself sick with stress…I hate this feeling. =/
Who says chivalry is dead? I want a man who will open the car door for me, who will give me his coat without me asking for it. The man who will safely tuck me under his arm as if to protect me from harm. Is that so much to ask?
November 2010
1 post
11.15.10
We laid our love to rest because we both knew it was best. Though we love and care, we crash and burn. You will always have a special place in my heart.
October 2010
4 posts
what to do, where to go, where to start, where to end. what happens from here on out?
The Edge..
there is no honest way to explain it, because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.
-Hunter S. Thompson
everyone knows i’m in over my head, over my head. with 8 seconds left in overtime, she’s on your mind..she’s on your mind..<3
August 2010
1 post
June 2010
1 post
wierd..
I’ve been thinking of the summer of 2007 a lot over the last couple of days. I’m not sure why, but it’s bittersweet. I think of all the ups & downs. The mistakes. The friends lost and gained. There’s so much I wish I could take back and do over. I think about how things would be had I done things differently. It’s not regret that I feel. Just wonder. I think about...
March 2010
3 posts
you’ll probably never know this
but everytime i turn away from you it’s because i’m holding back tears
if i look at you any longer i’ll cry..
am I the only one who misses tower records and wishes it would magically return to us and bless is with all it musical goodness? :]
I don’t want to do this anymore. I appreciate your efforts..<3 but I wish you understood..sometimes it makes sense.. sometimes it doesn’t..sometimes it just is..today it just is.
today it’s just chaos.
October 2009
22 posts
Can I just say...
looking down and seeing a spider the size of a silver dollar crawling on your hand is NOT cool. Very scary. Especially when you’re watching a scary movie, it totally sykes you out. However, waking my fiance up and hearing how calmly he said “Are you fucking serious?” was kinda funny. Gotta love that guy.
Just when you think it can't get any worse...
…it does.
okay seriously..
My neighbors base from their music or surround sound is getting really irritating. Must they bump it ALL THE TIME?
Today, one of those days where nothing is good enough for anyone. One of those days, deemed perfect for running away and hiding out. For falling in love all over again. For writing songs and making music. For holding hands and laughing out loud. Today, I wish I had that to share with someone.
"...I said to myself we all lost touch..."
It's all falling apart around me...
…and it seems like there’s nothing I can do. I’m so stressed over everything. My dog is sick and has been throwing up a lot the past couple days and the other has cancer and only has a few more days to live. Money is scarce right now, and expenses are abundant. I ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me. Now I’m kinda stuck feeling like sh*t. Can’t help it....
I’m sitting here with thousands of thoughts racing through my mind and I’m not sure where to start letting them all out. I’m so confused about where my life is going. I have this undeniable fear of being alone. I’m terrified of it. I don’t want to wake up one day and realize my life has passed me by. I don’t want to settle for anything less than what I deserve....
i jump..
from one heartache to another.
I really wish you’d see what you have and appreciate what you’ve got before it’s gone, my life could end at ANY given moment and you’d feel awful for the way you treated me and you’d never be able to get the time you had with me back. You’d never be able to apologize and make it right.
You’ve made me cry for the last time, now I have to dry my eyes and move forward the best that I can.
“was this over before, before it ever began?”
– Feel Good Drag
-Anberlin
This song is so under rated. This is when Fall Out...
hmmm...
I’m trying to avoid it, but somehow I can’t ignore it. This is real. This is life. This is happening.
My eyes hurt from crying. It sucks feeling this way and having no one to share your sorrow. Feeling like everyone is your enemy. Having the feeling of everything falling apart around you and nothing you do or say will put it back together. It all turns out okay in the end, but everything leading up to that point hurts like hell.
I wear my scars with pride. They keep me humble. They remind me of my roots.
life is too short to stay pissed off and hold grudges. instead, hold the ones you love close and never let them go. because nothing lasts forever. love like you’ve never been hurt. smile like you’ve never cried. sieze the day. don’t be scared to run through sprinklers or swing on swings. act your shoe size not your age! every now and then it’s ok to forgive & forget...
DEATH
death seems to be the big thing on everyones mind these days, it’s like everywhere i look, people are dying, and not just grandparents and elders, but friends, cousins, brothers, sisters, husbands, wives. young people. it’s scary & depressing, hard to understand. something you can’t escape.
life is too short to spend it being mad and holding grudges, finding ways to bring...
i thought my heart was bulletproof..
These feelings of confusion are clouding my ability to think straight. One minute I’m so extremely happy and the next my whole world crashes around me and I feel like I can’t do anything right. I’m feeling really shitty today, and I really wish someone could relate. Not that I’d ever wish these feelings upon anyone, it’d just be nice to have someone who understood...
August 2009
2 posts
they tell us to love like we’ve never been hurt but it’s so hard to do when hurt is all we’ve ever known.
July 2009
26 posts
there’s a frog in my house! I don’t really know what to do. I’m gonna take it as a good omen.
Today
…is already starting off wrong. I want to go back to sleep and not wake up till tomorrow. Maybe then it’ll be better.
